Lamar Odom is biting his fingernails in regret while thinking on his failed marriage to Khloe Kardashian. He recently revealed so in his new memoir, Darkness to Light.
The NBA Star wrote about the details of their marriage and wished he was more of a man and refrained from cheating on Khloe with multiple women while they were married.
He also described how he hid his cocaine addiction from her, ultimately descrbing how the marriage annulment was one of the regrets he battles till now.
Lamar remembered how Khloe was so supportive of him during his near neath experience from cocaine addiction despite the divorce being finalized. read his statements below
“I remember waking up and her showing me pictures of my mother,” Odom, whose mother Cathy died of cancer when he was 12, tells PEOPLE. “I was surprised on how quick she was to show her devotion to me.”
“Her love for me must have been unconditional. That’s the only thing that gave her the strength to still love me at that time.”
On the possibility of a future, Lamar Odom hopes they can be friends someday.